Still

wow! wad a long day i had today.

met church friends @ 11 to play shi zhi lu kuo @ chinatown

a very challenging game. especially when the ending dish was so difficult to link.

we are stuck @ the last dish. do not know how to link the dish from egg tart to seaweed. we spent almost 1 hour plus to think and walked arnd chinatown which makes my feets hurt so much. Argh! new shoes please!

but thanks to jon's mum, we won the game. woohooo! We're the pros..=D

After the game, we went to expo for service.

Today's service was superb. and guess who i met?

i'm suprised to meet chewie!

sweety..i miss you so much! see you back in school..(:

i fell in loved with one of the worship song which is the first song from my playist..it's called 'still'..thanks chews!

it gives me peace, i've nv felt so peaceful and happy b4.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar

i will soar with you above storm

Father, you are King over the flood

i will be still that you are God

Even though @ the beginning of 2006 was a complete mess for me..

this year has ended very well! becos' i had my emptyness in my heart filled with God's love..(:

Thank You Jeff for the new year present..even though u may not read this..i wanna say thank you! Thank you Beng for accompany me to service..Thank you N253..N311 and Cat for those times! Thank you TA08..Thank you shi fu..Thank you my family members..

Thank you everyone who showed concern to me..and Lastly, Thank you God! Everything does not happen by chance..but is the destiny u gave!

Thanks Giving Dinner

Today had thanks giving dinner @ marina with church members. (:
Cool!..went to dragon village to have steamboat.
wow. i'm amazed by how much tingting can eat! I surrender half way den went to play arcade game with Jeff and company.

After that we had an exchange of gifts! i gave a necklace and received a pen holder with bible verse. Nice! i Liked it! (:

N253

I loved u guys. u changed my life in a good way! i believe i will grow more with u guys around. <3

Jeff and I on the MRT!

on our way home

I'm super tired now..oh ya! praise the Lord. finally finished taking video for the LMS project, left with editing. (: hurray!

and also i've finally uploaded pics to my friendster. check it out..(: shall upload one of my favourites, is taken during christmas with my niece. izit she just cute?

enqi and i

ciao..

Happy Birthday Papa!

Happy Birthday Papa!

I Love you..<3

today's papa's birthday. Although i carn celebrate with him anymore but i'll always remember the times!

muacks!

Countdown to 2007

It's another few more days till a new year arrives. Aren't you excited? but sadly dere seems to have no programs for me on the last day of 2006. anyone going for countdown party? please ask me along.(: if not i'll rot @ home.

Let's count down!

Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com

wanted to upload lots of pics of x'mas but lappy spoil. i carn upload. next time den i'll upload on my friendster ba. check it out soon k?

Now it's time to reflect on the year 2006. hmmm..

i felt that:

1. i have grown alot. Both physically and mentally. need to cut down my weight. LOL! ok! i'm quite concious abt my weight but nth's wrong right?
2. Had a lot of new experiences - Grow deeper into the Lord. started working. fell in love and out of it. Overcoming my fears.
3. met alot of friends.

Overall, it's quite a fruitful year.

expectaions/goals of 2007:

1. Grow even deeper into the Lord
2. Improve family bonding
3. Improve my temper.
4. meet more friends.
5. gain more knowledge. excel in studies
6. improve interpersonal skills
7. save more money
8. learn to dance street jazz
9. master wakeboarding
10. more clothes
11. Learn song writing

theres so many more goals to be achieved. It gets me all pumped!

2007 here i come!

Merry X'mas

merry x'mas to everyone.

it's the season of giving. so i'll give all of you a big muacks. <3

must enjoy x'mas k?

today went for the church service. although deres lesser people compared to yesterday but still we enjoyed so much.

thank you jeff for giving me some coupons for the carnival ytd. he spend $40 coupons @ the games stations but won 3 tweety bird key chain. -_-'

and thank you jaden, raymond, dominic, kohar, zhi kuang for spending the time tgt. it was fun!

thank you everyone from n253 and n311. big hugs to all of you. thank you beng and sis for coming today. hope you all enjoyed the service.(:

the rest of you. i hope you'd come too..but everyone seems to be busy. ): but nvm deres still chance.

Jeff and Beng promised to go wake boarding. cool!

last of all..

i wannna wish u a merry merry christmas from the bottom of my heart.

Christmas is not just abt presents and food, its about jesus.

Lousy lappy

geex. Carn online for the past few days. cos my lappy spoil, Don't have time to call the help desk! have been really busy these days and Christmas is coming! 3 cheers!
have been going to town almost everyday this week to help my sis choose presents and blahblahblah..
and
saw quite a few apparels i liked from Mango but no money *sobsob* I liked the grey jeans and a few tops. i desparately need a job.
i'll try to update soon.
Ciao..

Wake Boarding

i carn believe that i'm actually doing this. Wake Boarding rock big time! it's wayyy too cool! The weather today hasn't been good to us today, it has been on and off so carn stay on the sea for too long. 9 am met sis @ sembaway mrt to head towards the Sembawang Yacht Club. thats when it started to rain again! SAF Yacht Club

God have been good to us. Rain started to stop and so we continued our journey to my virgin experience to Wake boarding.

Here are some pics taken b4 we sail out:

xuan and i

me!

view of Sembawang Yacht Club

After that we sailed out by uncle ozzy's speed boat. I love the sea! We passed by yishun..pulau seletar and to punggol marina where we started out our lessons.

view of punggol marina

After deciding on which type of sessions we wanted, we headed back towards pulau seletar. I'm the first to give it a try. Felt quite scared though, i even thought of giving up. but I'm glad i did not back out.
The first few trial i failed..could not stand up and i kept falling down. Thus drunk lots of salt water! eewww!

After a few more trials i can finally stand and even ski for @ least 1 metre..*applause please*..its not bad for first timer..Lol!

my sis in action!

cool..

last to try was my elder sis..

if u carn see the video..click this link: http://s54.photobucket.com/albums/g106/shan_chr/?action=view&current=MOV00086.flv - sorry for the bad quality cas i used my handphone to record.

After my sis got up, the rain started to pour again..so we have to end the session + we're all tired too. den headed back to Sembawang.wad i really needed was a warm bath. relaxing..(:

xuan and i again after bathing..

can u see how big the rain was?..not very obvious..but is very heavy rain

That was the best experience ever. I want to try again!

Happy Belated Birthday TingTing

Today had a great time in church. I loved the cell group alot. they're all very nice and sweet people.

Cograts to dennis, Lee kian, Alycia, Huina, Lena, Raymond, Qian qi and Zhiwen for attaining the certificate of christain foundation. It must have been such a hardwork, but it's all worthwhile..(:

After the service, the cell group sang birthday song for tingting and me. So sweet! aH..almost forgot..

Happy Belated Birthday Tingting!

u may not see this, but i just want to wish u a happy birthday.

the cell group even gave me a cake. Even though it melted after few hours, it must have been the most delicious cake ever. Cos' it's filled with love! Thank you!

Strength is the capacity to handle failure.

i'll miss you

Spent the whole morning and afternoon in Kranji army camp. Today bro is enlisted to the army. Went dere to see the camp facilities and everything he's going to go thru in the camp.

Waited for hours before the whole program was started. Bro was lucky to have his bunch of friends and family accompany him dere.

Saw him make his oath, i carn believe that time pass us by so quickly.

Hope to see a more muscular bro in few months time..(:

went to see him unpacked and packed his bags. Carn imagine that he can actually carry 2 big bags of thing containing boots, shoes, helmet, uniforms and many other things. It must have weigh lyk tonnes!

after that went to tour his unit headquarter and dorm. It's on the highest level! tired of walking the stairs. So i just wished that he will take care of himself. i'll miss him! next time i'll see him on the 24th dec which is one week away! yay!

I've changed my phone already :D yippeee.to....

sony ericsson z610i and is in blue colour. woohoo..

xuan and i

me..camwhoring

thank you sis for the wonderful wonderful present. Love it lots!

Happy sweet 17th

I feeling reeeaaal bloated now, at the same time i feel that i'm the luckiest person in the whole wide world!
I've received many many birthday wishes via friendster and friends coming up to me to wish me happy birthday! Thank you all so much..<3
first of all..thank you TA08 for the present! i'm so touched. muacksmuacks..
secondly, hui min thanks so much for everything today.
lastly, i've finished all of my common test..woohoo! it's holiday! yay! hmmm..wad am i suppose to do during this holiday? Oh well, deres still lots of projects to be completed!

today went to Sakura @ orchard for dinner cum celebration with my family. i wanted to puke now, ate too much. i've ate cakes + sushi + Oyster + Salmon + Beef steak + Salad + Ice cream. Can you imagine how much i have eaten?!
but well, the food wasn't that bad. :p
Anyone want to accompany me to do some exercises? I need to get rid of those fats from my body! I want to learn street jazz!

tmr bro will be entering the army already. Just hope that he will take care of himself. (:

and...

Happy Birthday Beng!

Growing years

Today's bca test was easier than wad i expected would be. Should be able to pass..(:

AND..

2 more days! i'm turing 17! yay!

shall show u all some pics of my growing years. I realised how cute i am in the past.*thick skin*

I've really changed alot.

i'm so chubby! and cute!

where have that teddy gone to? hmmm...

hello hello..anyone dere?..

compare the size of the handphone from the past and now. Technology changes too!

shanshan just finished brushing her teeth. see how white are her teeth.

i loved the bar alot!

gong xi fa cai

omg.so many white faces. Don't know y the teacher wanted us to paint out face white for the performance.

shanshan has graduated from kindergarden

This is her now! and eek..she has grown fat!

haha. I carn find my primary school photo. I'm pretty amazed by how much i have changed and grown. wad would i be like 10 years down the road?

BCA!

STRESSED!!

Why do i have to study bca! microsoft excel is making me crazy!

Just hope i can even pass the paper tmr!

Please wish me good luck..(:

thanks for all the good luck msg i received today. it really make my day a good one. But now i'm stuck with BCA. ARGH!

Love Story

heard this song from kelvin soon during the project superstar competition. The way he sing caught my attention! damn nice!! It's called, 'Love Story'. Liked the chorus part the most, sound so powerful!

ok! gonna study for my test on monday. Wish me good luck!..(:

Ciao..

最美的爱情像湖泊..美的忍不住停留..我不愿去相信我们之间隔着海洋的距离..我的爱已融化在空气里.

Best Dream Ever!

I had a dream last night. It's the best dream i ever had. I dreamt of papa, i had a chance to spend time with him and talk to him.

I remembered that i kissed him on the cheek and said: ' I Love You.'

I hope this dream will last forever.

Went to pam's hse for my first cell group meeting. I felt so loved.

Dere's alot of things i wanted to share, but i just dunno how to put them in words.

Indeed, it's the beginning of my life with the lord.

I will love him more than my heart can fill and not to forget mama, bro, sis and friends, thank you for being dere for me.

You have taught me how to live! i'm so loved, and i love you!

my first joy the world carn take away from me..

Thank you guys!

shanshan is the happy gal again. All thanks to the friends around her.

shanshan says Thanks!

This post is dedicated to all of you!

I carn imagine life without all of you!

Muacks. <3

I felt the blessings and love from you and you and you.

TA08..gOod luck in the coming common test!

and those having holidays don't make me jealous..but i still hope you will enjoy the holiday.

This December will be a busybusy month. I like!

Once again. Arigato!

Silly Me

i feel so silly today. I teared today in the bus. Suddenly i just missed papa.

The image of him when i'm still a child.

The image of him carrying me in his arms

The image of him teaching educating me..

The image of him when he scolded me for doing something wrong.

The image of him making silly noises which goes, 'du du du du du du~'

The image of him smiling

The image of him playing basketball with bro and i

The image of him on the hospital bed

and finally the image of him during the funeral

I just carn help thinking of him.

No One can EVER replace him!

Papa..can you hear that i'm missing you?..I Love you!

More shopping trips Pls!

it seems like ages since i updated my blog. No internet connection @ home. @#$%!& *sobs*

luckily deres still internet connection in school!

ok..so now let me think wad i have done these days..(:

Friday...

went to bugis to shop after school..woohoo!

bought a crown bag and a crown T-shirt. yayness..shopping was just fun, esp when u get to go with ur friends..

pretty babes

okay! i'm looking @ the wrong camera

we had so much fun together!

Saturday...

had NP eco camp..overall was okay. You just carn sense the 'highness' from everyone. Its quite slack i should say. We've learnt to make grasshopper from coconut leaves during the workshop session.

the grasshopper i made..(: applause please! LOL!

made by US! the first grasshopper was injured by shu hui. Notice the head has masking tape. It's injured!

I need a pair of shoe, or lots more of shoes would be better. All of them are spolit! Another excuse for shopping..=x

Someone's watching over me

you may have heard this song on my blog b4 but i just want to share this once again. The lyrics is just so beautiful!

Actually, I was still feeling quite moody in the morining but hey after listening to this song, my inner self spoke up. " don't give up, be strong even if everything's wrong, believe and i will find to be true to myself"

Spring will always come after the winter!

The bus 184 was as squeezy as usual but wad make it worse is my heels. I won't wear heels anymore, it hurts so much! I could hardly balance on the bus and my lappy have been a burden. Its just too heavy for me. My hand would tremble after carrying the laptop. Can u imagine bringing the laptop almost everyday and climbling all the stairs? Gosh!

Common test is just 2 weeks away and i have yet to start a single thing, when dere is tonnes of things to do for project. Even FFA deres project, its like all the modules have projects. How to finish?

I have to celebrate my birthday with my FFA paper. Sobsob..): y does it have to fall on 14 dec leh? spoil my mood! but luckily it's the last paper already.

sleeping soon..Ciao..

will it be a better day tmr?